I also am a wine drinker. Worked up to one bottle of wine, then to two bottles every day. Often times I'd have drink one bottle then the liquor store would close so then I'd drive to the convenience store around the corner (yes, under the influence) to get beers. That's how I knew I was completely out of control. I'm completely sickened with myself that I'd put others' lives at risk when I was drinking. Now I know that if I drink, I'll wind up behind the wheel. To make it even worse I take 3mg of ativan everyday combined with other 3 other antidepressants- a lethal combo.
However, last night I slipped up and drank after being sober for a bit. My husband was going out to a concert so I put my car keys in his glove compartment so I couldn't drive (without him knowing). That's how I know that I just can't drink!!! It's not worth the risk.
I'm so glad that you recognized you had a problem before it got worse. Best wishes and support.
