Originally Posted by
diha 
Thank you for all the ideas. I have some issues with admitting you are powerless. It is just whatever works for you. I am trying again for 30 days sober starting tomorrow. The reason I am starting tomorrow is because I am a little hungover and I have beer in my fridge. I know that if I say today that I will fail. Tomorrow it its. I just bought my first home and I am moving this week so hopefully that will be enough to take my mind off it drinking. Although I tend to drink when I am stressed and this is pretty stressful.
I really wish that I had a significant other that would be here to help me through this. I feel very alone.
I had trouble admitting to my powerlessness too at the beginning. For me it was the crazy head leading up to that first drink and then the craving that meant I kept drinking more and more.