Thank you, both of you. I really appreciate it. And noted on the health insurance thing. I'll look for a doc tomorrow. Not quitting cold turkey (seemed too dangerous given the bender I've been on) so I think I'll be okay tonight. Slowing waaay down. Not drunk. Looking for help online, so checking those boxes off the list.
Fantail, congrats on 73 days. That's great and inspiring. I hear the beginning is the tough part. Or maybe it's all the tough part, ha. Life is the tough part.
(I can't private message anyone til I have five public posts apparently? I guess that's to stop spammers from harassing anyone. At any rate, I'll likely reach that level fast. It's about to be a loooong night. Luckily Netflix has about five years worth of Law & Order watching available.)