I sit here a remember the last conversation I had with my husband today before he left .... I know what I've done in the past is wrong I get that... I understand I haven't earned any trust back... but when will he try to understand that addiction is not something that is controlled... How can I get him to see I'm doing what I can.... he seems to think that the reason I'm on here is just to "chat" to be deceptive and hide what I'm doing... That's not true... It's much easier to talk to people who understand here than it is for me to find the time for a meeting... I live a very busy life and sometimes the times for meetings just aren't doable for me... but here it's 24 hours.. I can find someone to help me through anytime
