MLC, I also follow all of your posts. Like many others here, I've been rooting for you in my heart and still am. You have a great deal of love, care and support here, from so many people who have never met you, but so dearly want health and happiness for you and your family. Please understand that the truth is also just as vitally important to hear as much as the support. Many of us here have lost everything, family, home, jobs...absolutely everything, in the struggles through addiction. Our intent in honest responses is really all about hoping that you'll see the reality of the extent of the destruction that addiction can cause that you may not see on your own. I know it's difficult right now, and the meds wreak havoc on your thinking, but please know that everyone's intent is to support you on the road to getting better. We're not going anywhere, we're always here to support you and give you a great big *honest* cyber-hug no matter what.
