Please don't go MLC, there are many people here who genuinely care for you. I came on-line this morning to give you a virtual hug and let you know I'm thinking of you. I was a bit panicked to see your thread closed.
No need to leave us. People might say or post things that are not helpful but that happens to all of us sometimes. I truly believe that there is so much love and support for you on this forum that it could be just what you need in the next few weeks.
Stay.
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