Putting some coffee on and gonna do five pages. I'm gonna tell my self I can have friends and family one day--but only if I stay sober. I just get so angry bc my best friend/ gf just checked out of my life. Her dad said I was unstable and unsuitable for her because I come from a family of drunks, suicides, and failures. At times I just want to do like Hank Williams and carry on the family tradition. But I want to be a writer. I know I can write.