I have been to rehab and detox before. I was only 21 and detoxing from daily speed use and pot and regular LSD and ecstasy use. So I didn't spend long in detox. Rehab was for a few months until I got booted out, whoops. I did go back out and use but learnt tools and stopped to have a baby.
This time is more scary as it is Benzos which are hellllllll to get off, did it last year and I have a family whom I will miss so much. I can't do rehab after but have a few things in place.
As much as I'm scared of the actual detox, im more scrared of coming out. It's not gojng to be all sunshine and roses. I'm terrified of my eating disorder. It will kill me faster than drugs. I've already slipped up once.