Reading the posts over the last few days....really impressed with this group. You know how they say to do something every day that scares you? We are all doing things that scare us...from not drinking / using, to seeing doctors, trying new therapies, going to meetings where we know nobody, taking the road less traveled when the traveled road has an easy path we could have chosen.....everyone here is doing things that are scary. Scary means we are growing. Kudos to each and every one of you. You are doing it!!!! *****oooooooooo!