I must be addicted to escaping! I never looked at it like that before you mentioned. Very good point! I don't know how else to deal with the anxiety and stress. Well I guess I can suck it up like I did quitting the methadone and H. I don't like being "drunk" or sloppy...just a little buzz. Accepting reality even on good days...something doesn't quite sit right all day. I live inside my head at work. I suppose drinking is a way to "unwind" which I know can be a trap. I'm still trying to figure this all out...one day at a time.
((Hugs)) Lyoness
