Originally Posted by
Dib42 
Remember these events... Remember how you feel right now... in time that feeling will fade and you'll be tempted again. . . When that time comes I suggest you revisit this post.
I totally agree! I was really kinda freaked out and the fact that I don't even remember the Facebook posts or a couple of emails I sent. It's getting worse. I have often thought (while drinking) that hey, I'm not hurting anyone and I'm not driving and I'm just home hanging out having a few drinks every night, that how could that be so bad? Sheesh. This was an eye-opener.