I used to reguarly try to give up on sundays .. sometimes i managed to get as far as sunday afternoon .
In the end my Grandma died and all i was concerned about was how i could use it to go on a binge, i didn't like myself when i realized that . I used to think although i was an alcoholic, that it only effected me , i stopped that weekend and haven't drank since .
None of us is unique in fighting this , it is painful and difficult to live sober sometimes but it is worthwhile ,
Bestwishes, M