On coke...
I just wanted to go on and on and on and on and on and on and on
I never felt so horrible when the downer came. Never ever I was so depressed, time and time again.
Nowaydays I'm greatfull for the after-using-down, it was so freakin horrible I just couldn't use anymore. It became the reason I gave up.
I've gave up on coke a small 1.5 years ago now. Had countless of very strong cravings, but each and every time the memory of feeling so LOW kept me from using.
Nowadays i'm in the safe-zone. Thoughts about using sometimes occur, but they are no longer strong and I can push them easily aside. I can never use again, just can't.
You can quit, you truely can.
If.....
You are willing to do the things that need to be done to actually quit.
It will take two years of your life.
Maybe a bit less, maybe a bit more depending of your using.
Then you are free (again)