Dark Place....
What do they say ?...if you don't succeed, try, try, try again .......been reading your posts and feeling that I have to get back on the bandwagon again too !....I suffer already from a diagnosed bi-polar issue...add alcohol to the already screwed up metabolism, and it's more than a dark place (ps how 'bout changing your "ID" from "Dark Place" to something like "Illumination" or "Hope's Me"...Everthing helps if you want to actualize your intent.
Cindy