Thanks, there, Mr. or Mrs. or Miss turtle!
Though I messed up last night, and drank.
I'm trying to think: I felt a crushing sadness leading up to it. All over the world, there is so much violence. And I fear it will never end. And though I know drinking will not help it any, I feel like at least then I can forget.
I get so scared of life, I just want to hide, sometimes.
But I am very outgoing, most of the time.
Tonight, I have to go to bed early, as I see the first of the two therapists I mentioned above. Anyone have any feedback on that? I was rather hoping to hear some thoughts about it; maybe I should start a new thread?
Well, I'm alive, except on the inside.