Originally Posted by
Wilde8673 
mmhoule, i've been putting off going back to AA. So don't want to go back and admit my failure even though i know that they will be happy that i am back. And i know i have to see it as success that i am back. How about you go and i go, we can compare notes? I really don't want to go, but know i have to......none of us can do this alone.
I am hoping to make that step on Wednesday morning. I know I need people around me who share a common thread. Like friends do. And I have no friends but would like to make some. This is a huge step. I have been thinking for years about quitting and just keep making excuses. The biggest one being hat it is too hard to quit...well I don't want to live like this any longer. I've started to make myself a list of all the things I love when I am sober. All the things I appreciate. I want to remember. Everyday. THANK YOU!