((Jordyne))
I hate so much that you are in this situation - please know - Your Mom's drinking has NOTHING to do with you!!
You didn't cause it
You can't control it
You can't cure it
It's not about not loving you enough - it's about the disease of alcoholism.
Yes it is hard for you - please keep reading here and expressing your feelings - if you have a chance - maybe can you see if there are some Alateen meetings you can go to -
They would probably help a bunch to talk to other people your age that are in the same situation.
If not, maybe your Dad could order you some of the Alateen books -
But, please remember - she doesn't drink because she doesn't love you - she drinks because she has the disease of alcoholism.
please keep reaching out for help here there are many of us who have been children of alcoholics and we understand
pink hugs (hope, unity gratitude and serenity)