Thank you all for your words of support. I think that I have found the right place for me to be at this point. I am a voracious reader and have read most of the Big Book and 12 Steps and Traditions in the past few weeks. While they help me to better understand what my husband is going through, I have not found them very supportive to me as the spouse. I am now following the Al Anon forum and hope that will help me more.
AliKat