Hi Euchella - welcome to SR, but so sorry for what brought you here.
You sound like a strong woman with a good head on your shoulders and a healthy outlook. Good for you for seeking out what you like and what makes you happy. I think we can all learn a thing or two from you and your positive outlook.
Every day, every challenge brings new opportunities for learning and growth. Life is a journey. Sometimes, we'll get knocked off our path. Sometimes, the path disappears beneath our feet. But that's when we find our new paths. And who knows where that will lead?! It's scary and awful and wonderful all at the same time.
You don't have to make a decision right now about where you'll be in your relationship with your husband a year from now. My best advice would be to just be. Learn about yourself, grow, and keep on keeping on. Sounds like you're doing just that, and I applaud you for taking care of you.
Sending you strength, hope, and hugs.
