Morning Ready, no need to apologize for ranting, that's what this place is for! And yes, things are coming up... I know some people believe that we had "alcoholic" behaviors long before we ever took our first drink. Not sure if I agree. I do think we buried this crap for a long time under once substance or another. And going through my step 4 precursor packet is dredging up what I wouldn't want to remember... LOL
And agreed, it is so nice to wake up sober. No more regret or panic or... Oh crap. What did I do or say?