Sorry about ranting so much last night. Just had such an odd day. Does anyone find since getting sober your memories about the past that you'd buried are more prominent? When I was 16 I had a relationship with a man in his late thirties for 3 years. At the time I thought it was great he had his own house,own car, money seemed really mature etc. Naturally my parents were horrified. I didn't see the problem.only now as an adult do I see the distasteful (for want of a better word) nature of the relationship. Yesterday I found out that he is living in Thailand. He'll be 60 now and I can only imagine what he is doing out there. There were rumours over the years about his interest in mid-teens. I don't know why I'm even saying this,it just added to the odd nature of yesterday plus thinking of things long gone.