Hi ma'am
Congratulations on makin it thus far! 6mths is a lonoooong time for we alcoholics! The thots will always be there since that's what u & I ran to when we wanted to change the way we felt. Its very good that u called u're sponsor. Do u have network of women @ u're home group or other AA groups near you? I ask coz they will support u esp if sponsor may not answer when u call. Hit as many mtgs as u can & the obsession will go away w/ time. Read the grapevine magazines offered @ most groups so if u happen to miss @ mtg coz of work or whatever, that acts as u're substitute for the time being.
I can tell by the way u wrote u're post that u WILL make it. Don't let fear rule u're mind or keep u up @ nite; just say to u'reself everyday "I never have to quit drinking, just not today"
Hope it helps