Thanks for the kind words llast night use really draged me out of my alone whole i had a very tearfull day yesterday but i feel abit stronger this mo the morning how long this will last i dont no lol but im ok for now. About mylittle girl im not gonna stop him from seeing her hes living with his mam at the moment so he will b seeing her 2moro whilst i take my little boy to the picture so he feels special with all this going on xx