Olivio... i remember reading your day 11-12-13 posts when i was on day 7-8-9 and thinking jeesus how do you get through it. As i am just a few days behind you you seem to foreshadow the good and bad that i feel on those days, yet you give me inspiration that my day 17 will come and i will have the courage and strength to get through it. I am on day 13 and lord i can tell you it has not been easy. Yet i still find refuge in knowing that other people are struggling with the same thing... summoning the energy that just is not there, and the will to fight of the urge to take a pill to make an "easter egg hunt" so much easier. Keep pushing... and trust me your kids will appreciate everything you are doing even if not directly, through your increased presence and sincerity that even I at day 13 am starting to notice in myself