Vale,
You are so right. He used to tell me he felt bad when I cried but he couldn't feel anything because he was "numb." It's not fair they do this to their loved ones and don't have to feel any emotional repercussions of their actions. It's as if he's gone on and like I never existed. He's out partying today while I'm left to pick up the pieces. Such a long and painful process but I feel I'm in good company.
Thank u xx