Day 17, not so pleasant. Last night I went to bed without taking my ambien, and OMG had the worst nightmares. Woke up at 2am with my joints hurting like I'm a 95 yo. After laying for an hour feeling every joint in my body I took half of ambien. And fell asleep till 6:45. I'm scared I'll be addicted to my sleeping pills. But if I don't take it I will never fall asleep.
Ugh I hate what I've dont to myself
if I never took the stupid pain pills I'd never have to go thru this endless hell!!! I just want to feel normal everyday like I use to, but I guess today is not the day, light anxiety and joint pain for hrs now. I'm suppose to take the kids to Easter egg hunt today and all I want to do is fall asleep for a week or two!