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I hope you get this - I just joined tonight myself and can't hardly get how to do this or find my place on the web site. Six years ago, my little 2-year-old boy was killed while at Bible school. I also have two more children - ages 15 & 18 - and I'm an alcoholic. I wonder also why God did this to me. I am pretty, smart, outgoing, etc. My husband and I divorced after we lost our little one, so I am alone and I feel like my dreams (being a writer) are gone. But let's not give up. You can still have that horse and I can still be a writer. This seems like a good place to start. You will know what I mean when I say "I understand your pain". (because I, like you, knows nobody can) Hope you get this and we can talk.