Hi everyone, hope all is well.
I wanted to discuss some thoughts I've been having lately that are bothering me. I work in healthcare and I am around narcotics all the time. As difficult as it is to get away with stealing drugs or whatnot it is possible. To get to the point lately I've been contemplating using medications. I never was "into" prescription drugs but lately I've noticed myself thinking about using them. I don't think I will, but I know I'm at risk. I always heard about trading in one addiction for another and I think my brain is trying to trick me into something and it's a little disturbing to me. I'm a day away from 7 months sober and although my urges to drink are few and far between I find myself contemplating IV narcotics and oral medications more and more. I've also realized I've been shopping alot more than ever before. I've heard about the "shoppers high" and I think I'm feeling that one as well. Time to get back to my counselor?? Thoughts and feelings are greatly appreciated.
Take care, stay strong friends.
-Meg
