Thanks. I'm in a very low place right now. Can't even get out of bed to work or eat. I'm so sick of being discarded and abandonded with no explanation by addicts. I gave so much love, time, effort. And for what? They used me to feel good about themselves and used me for sex maybe? I don't know. Proposed or married me then left. My life is a joke. Addicts don't even take me seriously.