Sure wish I hadnt relapsed. I know its a part of recovery and I will grow from it but it was truly a stupid move. Especially when i was completely stable and trying to bring dose down a bit. Now I woke feeling withdraw, not bad just sweats n cold chills, but once I got my dose i was fine. Insanity of addiction,-doing the same thing repeatedly and expecting different results. I must be insane. I dont think that will happen again being that I got all paraphenalia out of my home,ie; syrienges so it would not be a convenient process if I had a moment of insanity again I would have to drive about 3ink min to buy a box of points and I cant see myself doing that. I think Im safe from myself now. Here I go again forward in recovery and pray God keeps me sober one day at a time! Love to all my fellow addicts, Lovey