Dear Alcohol, without you I will never have to look into those sad, scared eyes of my children. Without you my kids won't have to compete for mom's attention. Without you I don't have to lie anymore. Without you I can be the best mom tat I can be. I hate you for what you have done to me and my family. I would rather die miserable and sober, than to let you back into my life!!! You are no longer welcome and that girl you used to make me is not invited!!!!!