The decision was already made about my education, and the test would have been taken regardless. I was merely publicly thanking zoso. I was just trying to say... what are your feelings? All I read are his feelings, what are your goals? Education and recovery are two very different things.
Using looks like using. If you cannot tell if he has used then you have never seen him in recovery. Ambien is not a good sign, and neither is sleepwalking for lack of a better word.