the bottom line
We wonder when or if the alcoholic will bottom out.
I think the better question is when do we?
When you start to analyze everything. Really analyze it.
Its grotesque the things we put up with.
Ah has a follow up with a dr later but for now his dr has him on 3 diff meds because he started coughing up blood.
You would think it would push him in the right direction. Nope.
He did quit for a period of two weeks recently but started right back up and now this
And when looking at the past. Hes had moment afte moment . Reason after reason
And yet he still goes back or keeps drinking.
Its sad and today after the drs visit we talked and he told me what happened (meds etc)
He then said he was going to the store (for you guessed it)
I flipped a lid.
There is so much from the past and now and nothing has really motivated him to want to be sober. The key word here. I thought he was and I was wrong and am learning to tell the difference between when they really want to quit or bs arpund it.
Venting a bit. Just sad and tired as heck