Hey guys, i decided to post here because im desperate and down. I have 5 months clean from an opiate and alcohol addiction. and this past week i feel as if i will relapse any moment now. i have the means to, and im scared. ive been driving new comers to meetings, taking commitments, calling my sponsor etc, but i just cant shake this feeling that i want to get out of myself. I was wondering what any of you guys did when you felt like nothing could make you feel better but drugs. i would apreciate it soo much. thank you.
Mere