Originally Posted by
TorontoGuy28 
Congrats on your great decision !
You and your kids do deserve better, and you can do this !
Key is to have a plan. This can not be done alone, I certainly have tried and failed..
Get into a recovery program, perhaps counseling too..
Good luck and keep posting !!
Thank you for your kind words. i attempted to quit in Feb but it didn't stick. Then it turned into just one more time...hopefully not this time! I felt so much better a week after quitting. Things have been stressful since my husband recently found out his biological father passed away. He died alone and in a lot of pain due to cirrhosis. why we turned back to drinking is beyond me. We know the final outcome of this lifestyle. I guess we just wanted to take the pain away, but it made it more complicated in the end.