I hear u...this disease lies to us that to make it worthwhile, its best to pour a drink on it...uhhh LIE! the fact that u posted the question & r hesitant bout it says that deep in u're heart, conviction is all over u that its a BAD decision...if u're sober, u'll remember what u did & be proud of u're self that u made a stand for u're self; but if u drink, u'll hate u're self for doing it then will have to go to a mtg & pick up a white chip not to mention u'll have to tell u're sponsor or network. DO THE NEXT RIGHT THING SO THEN NEXT RIGHT THING WILL HAPPEN. Look foward to u're update what happened