Yep this is ME too! I just (tonight) told him that I am no longer willing to live with someone who drinks (because I think maybe this will get him to stop completely). I am afraid since I know I have to be prepared to leave if he doesn't get help or stop drinking, and I am a stay at home mom, no job, no money, pets, nowhere to go... So I am just desperately hanging on to hope that he gets help, otherwise I'm SOL.