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Old 12-03-2004, 10:22 PM
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swampy
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Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: In The Swamp
Posts: 49
Limbo.... and whatever else!

Hello People,
Going on close to 14 days now. I feel better, but even though i am going to meetings and talking to people, the desire is just coming back stronger. I guess i am expecting miracles to happen immediately, no such thing. Feel like i am just going to be caught up in the same, but different misery. At least when i was drunk, i could meet chicks easier and just socialize more. Now, when i go out i seem to be more introspective and to myself, thinking about not drinking and whatever else. JUst lonely and feeling sorry for myself, i guess they call that the poor me's ? Will something come positive of this? am i just being stupid and not thinking realistically?
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