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Old 03-09-2013, 06:10 AM
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iamunique
suffering is not a requirement
 
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Join Date: Jul 2002
Location: rising above the ashes
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Wink I forgot I am "still" a codie

Hello Good People,
How is everyone?
I recently posted about finding needles that my A son adamantly denies being his..He told me they belonged to the GF dad who is a diabetic.
That circumstance brought me flying back here for support.
I know where I have to go when the poop hits the fan again.
I know I have to take the focus off of what he is doing and get back to wuyorking on myself again. The old codie tapes in my head are playing again..
and I am not liking it.
I havent kicked him out "yet" for lack of proof beyond the shadow of a doubt and I havent gotten to that point "yet"
He is staying here temporarily..because his job is close by. He does have his GF's to go to but she is a good 50 minutes away..that is the main reason he is here.
Anyhow his DOC is Heroin...but I seriously believe he is done with Heroin...I am not saying he isn't on 'something' though.
He has admitted to painkillers during the day for his back. I told him I don't care what he does as long as he is not doing it around me or my lil' guy.
I have thrown him out before he knows I am serious.
Anyhow I really needed to dump.
I know I got keep the focus on myself.and stay away from the codie tapes..(there so outdated).and I Thank God for you people, for your support once again.
Love&Hugs,
I am not so unique
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