I hear all of this and understand, but I can't seem to let go.
Regardless, I'm sitting here after being woke up at 12:30 am. I know she drank some vodka earlier and took Ambien a few hours ago. I fell asleep and thought I heard her come in the bathroom. Well, I woke up, went to get water and her and her kid are gone, and so are the three remaining Ambien.
I'm pretty freaked, she's even more out of control than I thought