Manmust bless you.
Now, when are we going to start talking about you, your needs, what you have to do for your own recovery, sanity, your health and well being, and that of your child or children.
She is an alcoholic, alcoholics become worse when comfronted with their own alcoholism.
You and you alone will bare the brunt of it. The monster is rising up, I personally was taken to my knees before I began to care about me. It took far too long, it's enough.
Codependency is a sickness, it needs to be treated.
Where is your bottom???
You are powerless over her disease, you are not powerless over yours.