thank you
thank you admiral, yes it does hurt to be pushed away, I have days where i just keep saying he's not using, he just doesn't want me anymore, but then I realize he kept begging me not to end it and when I finally did, he just told me the truth. but i want to help and i know there is not much that I can do. He needs to want to himself.
it's hard when they get clean and stay clean for a while, don't feel better. why would they want that misery again. is it a lost cause, I've heard that people get and stay clean.
I don't know what to do, but I'm staying away.