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Old 12-02-2004, 07:07 AM
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Mr. Christian
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As I woke today I felt the need to just lay there. I was really hard to get up, I felt pinned down under the covers.
I knew if I did not rise, I would not get to work, therefore be out of work.

My home seems very cold, I’m thinking of moving.
I really hate being alone after 9 years, it does not feel right.
My wife brought Christmas back to my heart years ago, now I feel like it died also, HUMBUG!

I also fear that others can see the anger and fear on my face as I walk the world, I feel like people avoid me.
Why deal with a person so damaged so sad and lacking love and life.
I look at them, weather they are happy or not, they deal better then I. :paranoid:

What am I lacking here?
What else has to be done for me to live again?
Am I so in need of this person?
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