Welcome to SR Undertheivy, good question. I've found a meeting local to me this evening at 7.45. It's in a church near where I drink. I'm worried someone will see me. Crazy isn't it, I'm happy to let people see the worst of me drunk but worried what they will think about me trying to be sober.
Now, I either go for it and sit quietly in the corner, (I too have admitted its not working on my own) or wait for an open meeting and take my GF.
I guess it's our battle so why wait.