YG,
Thank you so much for your advise. My brother does want me to stay here and is honest about knowing the fact that he has to make the decision to help himself and it would not matter if I was there or not.. But I am at the point where I am almost more concerned about my mom and dad... My brother has got into some legal trouble and it might get somewhat interesting in the near future. I am really scared for my mom... Ugh.. I don't know to be sad, mad, frustrated, irritated, scared, etc..
It is one of those things where I would ever look back and think I could have done more during this time...
Thank you so much for your response again... You have been through a lot and I admire you strength and I am grateful for your willingness to be there for others