Originally Posted by venuscat

Hello everyone!

Don't think my fingers have anything left to give today LOL ~ but I made it through my first cleaning job. And I'm grumpy and tired and hungry....not a great combination for any of us. The good thing, is thanks to all of you, I'm not lonely.....I want to respond to so many of you, but just for today I'm going to give you all my love and say thank you so much for all of yours....

Day 25. So grateful to be sober. Food and a video or three....but I must admit, it scares me a little to see the angry Venus re-emerge, thought maybe she was gone. Mostly I am angry with myself; I made such a gigantic mess of my life. And I did that by ignoring this disease, pretending I didn't have it, when I knew full well that I did. Cunning, baffling, powerful.....yes indeedy!

Nowhere to go but forward, hoping that it really is true that one day I will not regret my past, nor wish to shut the door on it. But whatever happens, I will move forward with all of you, and we will find some serenity together.



Love Venus xx

PS. I did a great job today, my client was really pleased....