What's everyone's plans today? My biggest trigger is mornings and mental illness and paranoia. Going to also work this month on ignoring the paranoid voice and the whoa is me crap and realize I am safe and life goes on and is worth engaging in. Instead of pacing in a corner at the playground worrying about stupid unlikely disasters, I am going to talk to people and have fun, then take my son to lunch. And we have a great day planned for tomorrow, then Sunday I work. Kicking the mental crap is harder for me than kicking the booze, but I believe I can do it.