Not feeling amazing which is the state my childlike mind wishes to be at constantly i have to remind myself that you cannot fully appreciate warmth without feeling cold...peace and serenity without having felt devastation and doom... one cannot exist without the other...and so it is ....So right now despite feeling prity ****** im going to go do some work and see what happens two hours later... Feel much better for going to work plus im just a little richer or securer for the next few days its funny how when you put a little action in things actually shift such a simple tool for such a remarkably complicated nut like me xxx