I do think connections are important; I've been trying to avoid asking for help, but I am coming to the realization I DO need support. Or at least an ally.
TigerLili, the list of meetings online for my city doesn't specify but there is a number for the AA head office here; they might be able to direct me.
Pluginjug: Yeah, it's amazing how long we can continue being self-destructive because we're quitting "tomorrow." I've been waiting for "tomorrow" for years. Congrats on your 10 years!!
Never drinking again is ok...never drinking again is ok....
New mantra!