Welcome to SR. I know finding the motivation to stop can be difficult. But, things cannot and usually will not get better until that decision is made and action is taken. If you're like me, drinking was engrained into so much of my life that it really was like losing the only friend and pal that understood me. I had to replace it with new, positive habits and beliefs.
I hope you will find the inspiration and motivation to make the best decision of your life.
